If we agree, if we must!

With respect, this is how u should have handled your blocking of me on your Messenger site.

And your recent deletion or blocking of me in our original two year Whatsapp page.

In both cases without giving me advance notice and most heinously without my consent.

Good heavens in Rio and Sydney, as I have raised and received no reply, thus was my material in sensitivity, thought and length than yours.

What was it about?

Mostly me,

Please reply to this, having reconsidered
deciding to restore me, your former intimate.
I thought I was
You clearly thought different wíthout ever telling me. Indeed you blocked me in Messenger.

Here on Whatsapp, you replaced our sensitive, at times joyous, other moods  dark!
You replaced this 2 year dialogue with 4 extremely short sites,  yours not mine that merely go back 2-3 months.

Sincerely Andressa Patricia, you have casterate my work, and aborted yours with your dialigue partner’s, Dominic Patrick’s knowledge or consent.

You castrated, this male’s penis without  ever seeing it, let alone ever enjoying it for our mutual erotic pleasure.

Think how you would feel if your doctor had have aborted you and one your children at birth without you & your partner’s knowledge and consent.

That’s very similar to how I feel with what you have done to my genuinely intimate communications to you.

You have almost divorced us without you intending too. With me having no knowlede and never asked to give his consent.

If you still have any feelings for us, for me, you would have thought about so seriously damaging our relationship and so deeply hurting me!

Despite all this remnants of my deep affection and attraction to you remain.

I know you feel far less for me. Far, far less than you did when u instigate contact between us grew with you watering our garden,  to affection !somewhat short intimacy, strictly online and 17,000kms apart at tbat!

Whatever onging connection we are to, by agreement have, must be designed and given life by you, I, Us!
with deep, very strong affection, along with serious concern for us.
You will understand, as do I, if either of, or both of us must go free, then preferably we should go free with love to maintain mutual, less frequent, friendly contact should we both want

Anthony Albanse, our Democratic Opposition Leader. Our Democratic Socialist Leader. I am profoundly a Democratic Socialist. Despite her terrible mistreatment of my sexuality! My desire! My humanity, I remain in love with Andressa Patricia Conception of Belem, Rio de Janerio Babe, u know Dominique de Guzman, is hopelessly in love with you. I have absolutely no control over that. B be b You know I am an extraordinary human rights lawyer. You will know one day I am an extraordinary lover. I not only want to be your lover! I am your lover. You have no choice. Accept me! Tell me you want to be my lover. Give be a sincere, honest kiss. Make my existence beyond eternity. It’s wonderful we have only been in physical presence for 3 hours. Our profound love was germinated by your wonderful friend, Roberta! I want Roberta to be the mother of our eternal love, respect and life together.

My unanswered conditions which look to have sent her away!!

Now I ask you to commit, as I commit to:

1. Spending lovely time and living with me, your lover in your city of Rio.

2. You will be staying at my hotel overlooking Copabacana

3. I will accept your invitations to spend time with you inside and outside your home in Belém, with your family, friends and neighbors.

4. Roberta, you and I love erotically

5. I will be in Rio for two to three weeks. On this trip, our intimate pleasures will include your sexual companions, your wonderful Mexican being our priority.

6. After Rio, I will fly to the northeast of Brazil, north and south, to my  very enjoyable Recife. By shared xpenses, we would like some of your older children and a younger one to join us. We will hire a vehicle large enough to accommodate us.

6. We will discuss the many other issues related to this proposal.

6. Including the my return trip plan to visit Venuzala, Columbia, returning to SSantiago for Sydney.
8. You will respond to my proposal, unlike many others, to which your very rude self has failed to respond.

from Guzman

End your failed usurpation of power over me!

You, Con.., have to end this malicious fabrication of intimacy!

You could “side with me” by enjoying sex with me and anyone of those most alluring Afro Brazillian exponents of your sublime erotic arts.
You sent me those videos Andressa.

A few days ago you said “you wanted a threesome with one of the women in those videos, AND me!”.

Sending those videos is the most sexual gift you have offered me in 2 years.

Until you went cold on me, sometime during our spring last year, when you felt you had won me.

Thus revealing your dark, sexual soul as exploitative of males you believe you can win, control then cruelly slow drip out.

You never break it off. You force your prey to do that.

That’s so they eternally feel they destroyed their intimacy with the femme male they felt they had and wanted.

That’s your orgasim! To deploy your deeply powerful, physical sexual charm, to lure your victim.

So you can treat him so badly, he has to leave you.

He doesn’t want to. You have trapped him in your faux erotic treasure of a beyond expectations, physical intimacy.

You don’t want that with him. As “I have repeated excessively” (proving the dark exponent of the dark, destructive arts, does not want sex with these scum, such as me!

She just wants to knife them in the balls and make them scream in fathomless, emotional pain of sexual relations denied, spirit crushed, their intimate life, forlorn and defeated.

Like Hitler you enjoy that. You long ago moved beyond sexual enjoyment with the likes of me. Your gratification is to destroy us.

If you do, “whacky do, you have hit your fascist, destuctive jackpot.”

You have not destroyed me. You never will, you cruel fucker!

So bitch, you end this facade. You end what you maliciously created with evil intent.

You won’t because you prefer to see me suffer.

Except if de Guzman pushed you hard enough, long enough.

If this wise, deeply experienced exponent of the heart, mind and body pushes you hard enough, for long enough you, shithead, will crack.

You will crack like the deviously dangerous criminal you are.

You must block me on all your Whatsapp sites.

You did it on our main 2 year site here on WA

Now you have done it on the main site we have recently been using. Whether those two are the same sites, I am not sure

Doing this, you reveal yourself to be the imbecile you are. How could such a pathetic creature treat me, a far more compassionate, honest, intelligent and educated then you ever will be.

Carrying as I do, my deeper treasure of the erotic, then your banal practice of physical and manipulative physical sex.

From my two years of lopsided conversation with you, there has been scant evidence of intimacy. Of true meaningful sensuality.

Just endless photos of your very large tits, African arse and thighs, too much hair and you ‘repitive pouting” mouth.

If that’s my fate, I accept it

You are a joke.

I don’t use “cheat”

I have tried to have an open relationship where I tell you I am a male femme (you will know us as she males). The more feminine are femme males.

Despite my undoubted allure, apart from my “preganant” gut, punters no longer compete to enjoy “the pleasures” with moi.

Wonderful femme male & male femme erotica

I then spent just over 29 years with Kathryn with very little sex. In the last 16 years we had no sex.

I masturbated, stimulated by erotica. I still do. That’s how I enjoy my orgasms. In 2015-16, I had the deepest, longest most satisfying orgasms of my life. Aided by stimulants you don’t approve of.

Y women or she males), femme males, women and gay men I have sex with.

I cannot get sex easily like I could when I was younger.

Since sometime in the mid 1980s, I have cum only twice with another human.

Around 2012, with two asshole Chinese girls who managed to get me to cum so they got their money and got out of the pitiful Sydney room we were in.

That was bad sex.

Better sex was with a Tokyo female virtuoso who knew how to ejaculate me.

She wouldn’t let me see her out because:
1. I didn’t want her to repeat masturbate me while she rode me like she was fucking me.

Paid penetration is illegal in Japan.

Instead I watched erotica as I felt that would be more arousing.

2. Middle class Japanese girls don’t want to be seen doing paid sex, many of them do. This is common globally. I know, I’ve paid for sex globally.

I was going to pay for sex with you, Andressa Patricia  Conception of Belem, Rio de Janerio, Brazil.. You couldn’t join your buddy Roberta. Your facist police made me pay. No sex & I paid Roberta and that asshole, fake S&M bitch.

You have insurmountable pimps. Brazil is a strongly Christian nation, increasingly Evangelical.

So was Germany and Hitler got elected. Many of his Nazi comrades escaped justice following the second war by being allowed into Brazil.

Andressa, you live in that country and you display a particularly unacceptable trait of your peoples’ enslavers.

Your will to power makes you a dreadful dominatrix. Your satisfaction comes from controlling others, not seeking to enjoy time with them.

You don’t want to have sex with me. You want to dominate male femmes like me.

I’ve told you, you will never do that.

You want to fuck classic Brazilian hyper males. Fine do that. You are a classic hyper female. You are so Dominant you are almost male.

As I have also told you, you need to stop being so naracissic, continually taking photos if yourself.




I won’t let you dominate me. I’m not your type.

You won’t have sex with me, your not my type.

In the fast few days, I have realised I’ve had more than enough, 48 years, of heterosexual sex.

I desire sex with a femme male or a male femme with a cock, an arse and beautiful breasts. I want and I am going to be the same.

I have broken your spell on me. I am free of you Andressa.

Those girls, I suggested are my new girlfriends, and you took my bait. They are not. They are woefully inadequate.

Continue your very active sex life, of course you enjoy it.

I’m not jealous. Rather than block me from sites you share with your sexual partners, restore my access. We can then enjoy an open and honest friendship, rather than a phony ‘relationship’ corrupted by your secrecy.

I’m sending this to my Afro Australian friend Luther. I paid her for sex from 2011 to around 2013.

Luther tries to be dominant like you. I stopped sex with her because it stood in the way of our friendship, as the possibility has with you.

I never had an orgasm with Luther. I paid her a lot of money.

This morning she has the hide to lecture me on relationships, being the dictatorial zealous Christian she is.

She instructed me to pay some harlot, $500 to $600 a week to be my ‘fuck’. Luther calls that friendship.

I have done and will only do, subject to income, equal relationships sexually, domestically & power balances.

I am unlikely to find this. I long for an emotionally, intellectually and erotically stimulating relationship. Drawn by your marketing of your sexual and exotic allure, I deceived myself you would cure my longing.

You don’t and you never can Andressa. Just as my three de facto partners never did. I spent 35 years with them.

Never again.

I will live outside a relationship until I die before I do that.

I will write, love my music, amaze all and sundry by my amazing talents and deep compassion. What you have erronously and malicious called me being out of it and out in space, out of control

I then go home alone, as I did after I stole the dance floor and the crowd during my 2015 performance at Sydney’s Columbia Bar.

I am Santo Domingo de Guzman 2, a Saint without a lover.

That seems to be my fate. If if is, I accept it.